It's over.

Saturday, January 24, 2009, 2:05 PM

Just as i was reading my favourite magazine; "Teenage."
I realised its Valentine next month. All the content is about love;couples.
Then i realised that i am so damn poor thing whenever this day came.

Here am i, in this state that i couldn't take it anymore.
Know wad. I guess i had been such a dumb for the past years.
i didn't regret. i just thought that i am so stupid.
i always had to make myself look so different in front of you.
I am not the way i am; i had already forgotten how i was in the past.

I always remember the things you said.
I always remember your birthday.
I always do what you said, without fail.
BUT!
Since i know you, you don't even know my birthday.
You din even wish me "Happy Birthday" when it's my birthday.
You know what; it's so sad.
I am always waiting for you like a fool.
REMEMBER; I once told you i like you in the past. It was a lied then.
However, i am now trying to erase you from my life.
Why am i so stupid?
I had lose my old self; i am trying hard to change back to who i am.
I rememer, i was always smiling and laughing at small matter.
I always had a lot of friends then.
I always hang out with my gans.
I enjoy those days without your presence.
Know what. I feel like telling those things in your face.
You keep giving me fake hope to continue.

No way. i will not do this again.
Forget you. Forget the past. Forget your number. Forget your look.
Forget everything; i had did for you.

This is the end.